Psilocybin magical journey




 

Five to eight hours after injesting the mushroom with the session                                              and some of the effects lasting about 24-30 hours on about 3 gms (or the size of a medium size thumb):

all masks are destroyed. not one left. only depth of soul is left with no name or identity to cling to. shadow is exposed (a gutting process) so it can be integrated. all pre-contructed, assumed artificial boundaries are gone. only space now. 

my mind is gutted and stripped of all non-essentials like false attractions, doubts and unhealthy fantasies

I am inwardly concerned about dying yet know its ok. I die but don't die. Ego dies.

A new me begins to emerge from the earlier chaos and heaviness                                          like a lotus emerging from mud into light of day

Emerging I feel refreshed, (and like a newborn baby) somewhat unsteady and seeing everything with new eyes.

Im a newborn babe learning new things again. Obsessions, addictions and compulsive behaviours all gone. Nothing from the old way of being remains. Ha!

Zen mind. Beginner's mind. The way of the primordial Yogi.

Freshness and renewal. All of my cells are seeing, dancing. Why not dance with me?

Praise is due and salutations for the marvels bestowed upon Yogis by the Soma of the gods.

Everything is all of one universal energy-consciousness.

Nothing is outside of this awareness as a vast one thing that is everything.

Joy and blissful awareness abound in perfect freedom.

My body is filled with blissfulneess and joy.

I am joy. I am renewed and I am joy reborn.

Everythng is part of this joy, my being. I am life renewing itself. 

Nothing is outside of this complete joyful awareness.

The mushroom offers renewal of spirit on condition of surrender and without limitations, actualizing untapped potential freed from the shadow-soul. 

JS June 2025


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