My Psilocybin Magical Journey
Five to eight hours after injesting the mushroom with the session and some of the effects lasting about 24-30 hours on about 3 gms (or the size of my thumb)
all masks are destroyed. not one left. only depth of soul is left with no name or identity to cling to. shadow is exposed (a gutting process) so it can be integrated. all pre-contructed, assumed artificial boundaries are gone. only space now.
my mind is gutted and stripped of all non-essentials like false attractions, doubts and unhealthy fantasies
I am inwardly concerned about dying yet know its ok. I die but don't die. Ego dies.
A new me begins to emerge from the earlier chaos and heaviness like a lotus emerging from mud into light of day
Emerging I feel refreshed, (and like a newborn babe) somewhat unsteady and seeing everything with new eyes.
Im a newborn babe learning new things again. Obsessions, addictions and compulsive behaviours all gone. Nothing from the old way of being remains. Ha!
Zen mind. Beginner's mind. The way of the primordial Yogi.
Freshness and renewal. All of my cells are seeing, dancing. Why not dance with me?
Praise is due and salutations for the marvels bestowed upon Yogis by the Soma of the gods.
Everything is all of one universal energy-consciousness.
Nothing is outside of this awareness as a vast one thing that is everything.
Joy and blissful awareness abound in perfect freedom.
My body is filled with blissfulneess and joy.
I am joy. I am renewed and I am joy reborn.
Everythng is part of this joy, my being. I am life renewing itself.
Nothing is outside of this complete joyful awareness.
The mushroom offers renewal of spirit on condition of surrender and without limitations, actualizing untapped potential freed from the shadow-soul. JS June 2025
The mushroom dissolves the ego into multiple perceptions
It creates multiple points of perception with no way to choose but only witness
It opens to multiple layers of existence each with its own lights, shapes and colors. Lights swirl, throb, pulsate, radiate, dance, expand and contract endlessly forming new patterns and marvels
overwhelming the senses leaving one breathless and speechless.
The ego dissolution brought on is like a death that is repeated in an endless pattern of shifting intensities each going deeper than the ones before leaving one speechless.
One's exposure to the unknown internal tapestry of feeling, seeing and knowing is both ecstatically blissful and terrifyingly ruthless.
Both spirit and mind dance in a rhythmic pattern of endless witnessing of internal marvels of mind-altering intensity.
Psilocybin can be referred to as the plant of Divine Intensity.
It offers itself as power during the psily-tote (psilocybin session). This power first cleanses and purifies, then it empowers and fortifies those who use it making them renewed in being and seeing.
Its power transforms the ordinary into the extraordinary.
All cells are energetically aware of all other cells which are totally aware of each other leading to a leap in consciousness as part of the magnificent play of energy flowing in the infinite universe.
In my psilocybin vision I saw how energy moves in the universe and how it is used or manipulated by both human beings and non-human entities also known as inorganic beings and flyers.
Energy flows in and out of a human being as part of the nature of life. There can be no growth, evolution or change without this flow, without this movement. From plant, human and mineral life all the way to cosmic star systems and planets. This in-and-out flow of energy within a human being excites certain entities who see it as an opportunity to move in and begin feeding off their leaks and excesses. The entities and their possessed human proxies, use a spoon shaped object of various sizes to both project energy and capture it as it flows out from the human energy field.
It is their desire and purpose to capture as much energy as possible and so with their power to influence human behavior they stir up trouble, conflicts, divisions and in-fighting among the human family in order to have access to all forms of human energy as it is released. This includes negative emotional energy like guilt, fear, anger, hate energy, blame, sadness, resentment, envy, jealousy, shame and self-loathing. And also, ambitions, greed, lust, violence and war.
People often go to churches, monasteries, temples and other sacred sites for protection. Yet unable to stop the mind from incessant thinking the entities can still find them and sap their energy even in a temple.
The entities direct their spoon-sucking apparatus at the energy field of humans in order to determine the nature of the emotions being leaked out. With their apparatus they can determine both the kind and quality of the energy as it leaks out and is similar to the way a metal detector works.
I saw how the spoons get attached to humans like suction cups who are in ongoing conflicts; they are like leeches attached to the skin to suck the leaking energy.
There are millions of these leach-like entities roaming the universe in search of food; generating havoc.
But there are ways that have been discovered (or invented) for human beings not to become prey to the predatory leeches (parasites). Without the activity of thought processes in the mind a human being cannot be 'seen' or noticed by them. This way of being is referred to as silent seeing and meditative or empty awareness, seeing without thought; the unbiased witness. In order to become effective at these methods all attachment to the past, present and future must be dropped. One's own thoughts and imagination are seen, acknowledged and then let go of as nothing is important or useful to keep within. This is because whatever is held onto becomes like a beacon summoning the predator spirits and their probing apparatus to come in and exploit the opportunity to attain nourishment at the cost of their human hosts. The effort and energy it takes for a human being to deny (or ignore) this process is at the cost of their health as aging takes hold, organs systems break down, often leading to an early demise.
The psilocybin mushroom provides the opportunity to see how energy flows; how it is used, organized and manipulated in the universe. It is the Great Teacher of mankind to which shrines are built due to its power to protect humanity from the all consuming power of the cosmic predators who roam the universe.
Among the Toltecs of ancient Mexico who saw them, they are known as the flyers. (because they leap in the air from mind to mind).
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