Nirvana Soma

  Footprints of the Buddha Kukai, the founder of Shingon wrote the following poem  to describe the Shingon view of the natural universe:                                                    The three secrets fill the world                                              Space is the sublime meditation hall                                             The mountain is the brush and the sea the ink                                             Heaven and earth the case that holds the sutras Shingon is the form of esoteric Buddhism ...

  Five to eight hours after injesting the mushroom with the session                                            and some of the effects  lasting about 24-30 hours on about 3 gms (or the size of my thumb) all masks are destroyed. not one left. only depth of soul is left with no name or identity to cling to. shadow is exposed (a gutting process) so it can be integrated. all pre-contructed, assumed artificial boundaries are gone. only space now.  my mind is gutted and stripped of all non-essentials like false attractions, doubts and unhealthy fantasies I am inwardly concerned about dying yet know its ok. I die but don't die. Ego dies. A new me begins to emerge from the earlier chaos and heaviness                                          like a lotus emerging from m...